My family always said I was the bad child Throwin' me away into the bad pile All my life been puttin' on a fake smile Sittin' on my own, feel like I'm exiled Feelin' like I always do the wrong things Tellin' all their friends that I'm the bad kid Now I'm on my own, I lost my magic Dealin' with your bullshit now I'm over it And you took a part of me Left me with the memories, oh We were never a family Now you're standin' in front of my door-or-or Like none of this happened at all-all-all I guess I'm always gonna be the bad child I guess I'm always gonna be the mad child 'Cause you will never understand my weird mind My weird mind And to every single person here that doubts me Tellin' me that they could live without me 'Cause they will never understand my weird mind My weird mind I've never really been the one to reach out Actin' like my life was squeaky clean now Like everythin' I do is just a letdown Feelin' like I always do the wrong things Tellin' all their friends that I'm the bad