I was known as an easy friend maker, until past drama, which caused my old friends to lack trust in me. I haven't talked to barely of any of my old friends from flipanim. They just faded away. I know why, but ever since Casper left for some reason the clique with all of my close friends just fell apart. I miss my close friends. They say they still consider me close but what does that even mean when we don't talk? I miss having fun talking random shit and hanging out together, for real. Not just a check in every couple months. I miss my old friend groups. I know I have more friends but nobody really talks to me. I know I have, or I think I have korey and ice, but really, I don't know, they're starting to fade to. I'm just scared I'm going to be left alone. Things are already bad enough in real life, honestly I dont know what to do anymore. I probably shouldn't rely on my online friends, because I dont think I even have any. I just hhh,,, I miss laughing at my friends stupid jokes and having somebody to care