umm its hit me really really hard and i think im not gonna be online anywhere until i get some closure and some rest

she was really sick for a few days and we were never able to figure out what was wrong with her. she was throwing up and not eating or drinking and she was very exhausted and slow moving. i was doing everything i could to get her back to health but with the very limited budget my family is on that wasn't much

i dont even know what to do anymore. my life has been so insanely stressful and this is just the straw that breaks the camels back