Wtf are you serious...

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-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
18.01.2022 04:14
LinkImagine getting blocked because you shared how you feel with someone and how it's affecting you š
-Melancholy-Tea-[OP]
18.01.2022 04:16
LinkMmmm..just gotta remember how they affected me and take it slow
I don't need them anymore
They didn't want my help
So I'm no longer needed
I did what I needed to do
And that's that
I can't change that
I'm okay with that
Because I'm watching how to train your dragon
letās not mention gaslight gatekeep get in the ****ing kitchen and make me a sandwich you cheating mother****er. you said he was keeping you from getting love?? no YOURE responsible for that. who was the one who went back to someone incredibly toxic?? whoās the one who went back to a TWENTY SEVEN yr old?? YOU
Dude I hoenstly saw you as a friend jericho I get that itās not all one sided and both of you shit
But please for the love of god look in the mirror and wake tf up
What you did was shit l Iām not defending anyoneās actions , but take some god damn accountability instead of acting like it was all nesicarry
I dated multiple people I know that, Charles inst my partner though? He's my friend, been friends for 4 damn years. We tried dating a couple times but you know what happened? He left when he got scared- so you know what I did? Sucked it up qnd moved on. I dated a 27 year old because I was being manipulated and blackmailed, and for a while I genuinely liked him- he wouldn't allow me to leave because he had several pictures of me that he threatened to show everyone- in fact most of the relationships I've been in have been with problematic people- I've tried to help but when I'm pushed over the edge I always get blamed, because half of the time I have no ****ing idea how to contemplate my emotions- so I get confused as to why I'm getting blamed- that ticks me off qnd I end up losing it.
I didn't tell him to kill himself it was a typo that I just wanted him to shut up with his constant "I wanna die cuz the world hates me" additude
I CANNOT ****ing grasp on what the hell you guys mean by "gaslight or cheated" be
Iām sorry you had to go through that but, it doesnāt justify shitty actions , as much as I wish it could that wasnāt a typo , that was said even if you didnāt mean it and your need to own up to that , you donāt need to date buddy you just crave that validation and it sucks , it sucks a shit ton and you getting blackmailed is shitty but why did you like a 27 year old in the first place, your 14 , 14 or at least I think, Jericho l thatās getting groomed , admit your shitty stuff and please get help dude the shit you pulled does have consequences, not just using your misfortune to have the ability to say āwell I did this becuase my shitty lifeā , please please just take a break man , get away from your tablet and breathe cause your turning into something horrid
I don't need to ****ing apologize for being unable to stop myself
I don't get to choose how I feel
Unlike the majority of people i can't find a way to let out my emotions
I don't need to ****ing apologize for expressing my feelings
I don't need to apologize for being the way I am
I dont
I don't care if you all hate me or critique me, I really don't at this point
Yall can say whatever the he you want about me and I won't give to shits
Keep attacking me
Because I'm standing my ground
I'm sick of letting people use me and manipulate me
Im so ****ing disgusted in you for trying to make me apologize for trying to take care of my mental state
You of all people should know how it is to hang around people like him
hey jericho! uhm ive spoken with Arlo recently and they wanted me to send this message to you:
Hey Jericho ^^.
I hope you're (yes, im still using the English you taught me aha) going well and life is treating you how you deserve it.
Im so sorry i left- i really didn't want to and i miss you dearly.
I hope you made some more friends at school and everyone's respecting your name and pronouns (if they haven't changed, of course).
I hope you're happier and just know ill never forget about you (hopefully you won't forget about me ahah).
Idk when/ if ill ever be back on fa, but if you ever wanna chat, my Gmail is birdiep52@gmail.com .
Stay safe Jericho.
Ily
(totally not crying while writing this).
-Birdie <3