So, FA being FA and all gives me a lot of limits and not much space for me to be me, which is one of the reasons I left for 2 or 3 days, bad memory Also I was stressed out bc I doubted I could be loved or cared for by anyone and when someone says they love me or whatever they turn out being a complete asshole

and I knew someone would try canceling me for something dumb and I'd have a break down or something due to the amount of stress I'm better now and I don't care if I'm loved or anything anymore long as I get to do what I wanna do

People do tend to attack people when they're feeling like total shit on sites like this, Nothing will change their mind

Idk I'm bad at expressing myself or whatever I just felt unmotivated, tired, and stressed bc a lot of thoughts that were getting to me and I returned bc I wanna draw but at the same time I don't wanna draw on here, but I won't make it as an artist anywhere else so it's hopeless