Depression is holding me hostage I’m about to say a long speech

Anger and sadness no I can’t stop. I’m not in control. Tell me to get over it but I CANT! Anxiety and depression making me ill in my mind. Some days it’s like a any compared to a giant, the next, it’s the giant! Stop telling me I’m fine I’m not

I tell myself I’m not worth it ugh! I hate life people ask am I afraid of dying no! I’m afraid of LIVING!! You don’t get it you don’t UNDERSTAND just go. Stop. End my misery. Why me...

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