So... my best friend just moved to New York. From Colorado. I'm really starting to wonder... well... being gay is against he "rules" of the Bible, and I kinda... had a crush on her. So I'm wondering... did God mover her away from me because of that reason? I swear there's a million thing's I'd do to keep her here... This whole drama-fest of my life is taking it's toll. I can't stand my best friend moving away, my mom knew that and even took me camping but the whole time I kept thinking how much she'd enjoy it... it's just so hard for me and drawing was the only thing that can console me... but now that comfort is gone too because of Covid. My friend moving away on top of covid-19 on top of going into middle school and on top of having to get ll a's or my parents get mad... I'm so stressed I can't even think straight anymore without crying about SOMETHING. So... I might not really draw much here until I just kinda fall into a numb acceptance.... I guess. ~Starri