I've had a bunch of goddamn fights with my parents, dealing with homophobes, my crush rejecting me, losing 10 friends, getting sent up to the principals office 4-5 times and i really just want to end it all. but i cant cuz if i do... ill lose all of you guys, my family, my school friends,and my theater friends and my dream is to be a Broadway star but people keep telling me i'm not good enough and that ill never be able to become a Broadway star