I don't really care abt my bday that much anymore I've seen the difference in others bdays we celebrated my dads by going to a nice place to eat and my brother got a ton of attention we even all woke up at 12 in the morning to sing happy bday but whenever it comes to me it feels forced my parents didn't even wanna take the day off for tomorrow so I'm gonna spend tomorrow just sitting there because my mum is working day and my dads working night so my dads gonna sleep the whole day and I'll only be able to celebrate it with my family for an hour :(

They're not even getting me a present the best their gonna do is make a post about me on my mums Facebook just a basic cake I'm not even sure if I wanna celebrate my bday next week with my friends anymore I just feel upset I just wanna spend time with my family on my special day but it feels like they think it's just one birthday but for like the past 3 years I haven't ever had my birthday celebrated properly even half my family forgets it