I hide, I hide in iodine words It's something inexplicable It's something unaccountable I cry, I cry when anything hurts Vexatious, my amygdala That I can't do a thing about The tricks and trivials of Every twenty four Maybe you could tone it down A little more And I, and I dunno Oh, all I ever knew before Were clusters of holes An eye for an eye That's how the game works I'm losing my autonomy A mutilated part of me And I defy the way the game works Between you and me It's only getting worse From the mouth Of a cauterized rag doll Supplications to leave him alone From the mouth Of the cauterized rag doll Throw the nails away And leave him alone I don't know Where the thoughts are coming from Pull my strings And swallow ichor Fire burns And the rags are torn apart I can't inhale anymore 'Cuz all I've ever known are holes Today something changed I figured it's true The frontal lobe placed me Behind my own strings