i feel so angry and i don't know why my parents say it's hormones but i just wanna die and i'm always tired but i can't fall asleep thinking about the things i wanna be but i will never be i stay up later than i probably should when i wake up in the morning i regret it like i knew i would i hate your friends because i don't fit in maybe it's selfish but it sucks to not fit in i want to buy a house in the mountains and i want to grow illegal plants inside of my garden i want to get arrested in a high speed car chase and i want you just to love me and i want to kiss your ****in face i want to tell you that i love you but honesty means that i shouldn't lie i wish that i could say i miss you but if i did well then i would be lying to you and my friends and your friends and my parents and everybody else who knows about what happened like you and my friends and your friends and my parents so i'll smoke a bowl and talk about later with you with you wake up