Everytime i decide to sit in a big box i try to laydown and end up breaking the box

When I was 4 I kept on seeing A girl going into a box for like hours to go to rayn's house and I wanted to do that cuz I wanna see rayn but now I feel so dumb thinking that if I go in a box I will go to rayn😭😭

Me, I always sit in it If I fits I sits