"If this mirror were cLear I'd be standing so tall" - Ruler of Everything

I'll become wot you like. I am wot u wanted, right?! sacrifice all I know, I will teach myself to let it go.

habits (stay high)

"Hello, old friend Here's the misery that knows no end So I'm doing everything I can To make sure I never love again I wish that I did not know Where all broken lovers go I wish that my heart was made of stone Yeah, if I was bulletproof I'd love you black and blue If I was solid like a jewel If I had a diamond heart, oh-oh I'd give you all my love if I was unbreakable If I had a diamond heart, oh-oh You could shoot me with a gun of gold If I was unbreakable"

And I know we werent perfect but I've never felt this way for no one. And I just cant imagine how you could be so ok now that I'm gone. Guess you didnt mean what you wrote in tha song about me.... Cuz you said forever now I drive alone past your street.... And also. There is a swelling storm. And I'm caught up in the middle of it all. And it takes control. Of the person I thought I was, the girl I used to know. But there, is a light, in the dark. And I feel its warmth. In my hands, in my heart. Why cant I hold on. It comes and goes in waves, it always does. Always does. We watch as our young hearts fade, into the flood. Into the flood. Freedom. Falling. The feeling I thought was set in stone. It slips through my fingers. Trying hard to let go. It comes and goes in waves. It comes and goes in waves. And carries us away.