I'm tired and I feel like shit *kills myself*

Mlp is nostalgic for me cause the girl I had a crush on in primary when I was 8 liked mlp and we'd make mlp comics together and also one time I drew over one of my pinkie pie figurines to turn her into an animatronic pinkie pie you know like um fnaf mlp crossover and I tried giving it to my crush but she didn't want it for some freking reason

Kinda glad she didn't take it now I just have a 2018 relic in my room somewhere I think I still have all my pony figurines idk I mightve lost some of them when I moved

Bro yea I had like 24+ mlp toys mostly figurines I swear I mightve lost some

I think there's something seriously wrong with me in my head and idk how to fix it I think I should be put down

I'm SEVERELY ILL and the only way to fix it is by killing me but unfortunately i'm not suicidal sooooo yea

Actually no fortunately I have friends who CARE about m e and i can't umm leave them here cus i'd fail in my job as a friend <_< But I don't wanna be here right now either

Omg I actually hate the mlp fandom and I hate Google images I jusr saw uncensored porn all im trying to do is look at cute fanart of rainbow dash and pinkie pie whats wrong with you incels

My tongue feels like it's burning even tho it's not

OK..... I w o n t