kais brain is just so porn rotted that he doesnt realize that its possible to recover from these things

id like to mention that im still hypersexual too so hypersexuality isnt an excuse for him

thanks bro, im in a much better mindset and i feel so much healthier not being driven by paraphillias and not having them haunt my mind. thats the difference between me and kai. i felt actual shame and guilt for having these fantasies while kai convinces himself that theyre good. of course youre not gonna recover when you keep engaging in it bru!!!!!

i found that they went away almost fully after i started being more social and getting out and interacting with people and now i dont think about them at all. thats probably what kais missing - along with the will to change lol

This

exactly 😅 and kai is chronically online as **** like he literally can not even glance away from his screen so no wonder hes as bad as he is

paraphillias are basically sexual attractions that are frowned upon like zoo, proship, r*pe fantasies, and so on. a lot of these stem from trauma, such as the r*pe and probably proship too, and so on

when they stem from trauma its understandable but being ashamed and guilty of them is entirely different than constantly acting on those fantasies and intaking content like that and boasting about em and saying "oohhhh ohhhhhhh you cant get better so im just gonna do it more and more and more" and convincing yourself its okay 🤦‍♀️

true bru true. and im literally proof that you can recover from them

did i answer it already? if not go ahead