hows it going?

pretty good sorry i forgot to refresh it i got a surgery canceled but other than that im doing good

my nerves and stuff are moving in my knee and i was supposed to get it fixed bc it causes me to limp and it effects my walking but my family doesnt have the money and the surgen i had got covid....

like my knee cap and everything move which causes me pain but the nerve is like moving and getting pitched from my bones or something its weird and my doc said i needed surgery but it just keeps getting shoved back

yeah its fine id rather have a messed up knee bc we had the money for it but my mom had a risky surgery and we chose to put the money towards that and im glad we did bc it saved her life

yeah i was raised in a really negitive household so i try to look on the positive side a lot...my mom as mean as she can be sometimes i wouldnt take any of my other moms over her (i was adopted into 3 other families so i have 4 dads and 3 moms bc my 4th family my dad divorced and the mom never came around so i stopped claiming her as a mother)

yeah idk my families are all messed up one of my families im not allowed to be with rn bc my brother tried to kill me but its all okay we are getting it figured out and i will brb im heading to practice but ill be back once i get to practice

yeah also im back.....so whats up?

sitting at practice being bored

im at wrestling practice i like wrestling football and MMA but bc of my knee i cant practice so i have to be a manager i was gonna pracice my guitar while sitting here but i forgot it at home

we just keep track of matches and record them

ig yeah a lil id rather be on the mat but its whatever

yeah hes one of the heavy weights he can pick up like everyone and throw them around its really cool

lol i like sports when i can hit ppl bc it lets me take my anger out and i have a lot of it bc of my home issues like one of my dads i call him dipshit a lot bc if im in the way he'll just shove me and just be a complete dick

not really i like basketball wrestling football MMA and thats about it i like my video games and my guitar id choose my guitar over my sports tho

pretty much yeah i watch a lot of videos and play songs by ear i really like my guitar and ive been working on writing songs

uh a couple of them but i dont have my song book with me rni wanna play them for ppl but no one lkes my music so i dont play them unless im home alone

yes fr and idk i struggle with words most of my songs were written for my exs like when i was with them and now they just sit in the book bc my most of my exs used me for those songs

idk i really only want someone who is ging to love me and let me write songs for them without them being assholes abt it all i just want a stable relationship ig and i have yet to find one

maybe but who knows