You don't know how much they compared me to my siblings, talked about me not eating certain things, going to sleeping late, waking up late, etc.

I just don't feel loved by my family my brother calls me annoying, that I have autism, that i'm adopted, etc. When my brother says i'm adopted my mom just stays there watching and doesn't say "no she is no adopted". It hurts me so much to act like it's all fine.