I think i was goen for too long, i think it caused MENTAL damage and EMOTIONAL damage so i came back to the public i've been dealign with my personality disorder aka Anxiety for a few days now i got it control i think i have OCD sorta, Anxiety, paranoa, and Autism How i found my OCD - if theres a candle on one side of a door but not the other side i would literally rage like WHY THE **** OUT IT THERE JUST PUT IT IN THE MIDDLE IF U DONT HAVE THE BUDGET TO PUT IT ON THE OTGER SIDE M8 im literally Panicing rn- *Thinks of Panic Disco*