I wanna move out of here as soon as possible, I dont wanna stare here any longer. soon ill be able to leave. Soon.

But that hope is beginning to dim,, and everything beginning to go dark. Im scared of what's going to happen but even if I wanted to I can't prevent what happens. It is what it is

im so tired of being brushed off, disregarded and ignored by people, very few who even listen to me, fewer who I consider good friends and really only one person who's ever made me felt secure

that's kind of sad, no matter how close I am to ppl ik irl im not fully transparent with them even if I wanted to,, I've failed so many times that even if I wanted to I struggle to actually trust someone,, like fully trust someone. One person I've really only been able to trust that way, escpecially after everything only one I can say I truly trust

sigh im tired

whatever, anyways im thirsty as **** and want water

gone go write some personal story ith some ocs bc its honestly fun lol

I like how this doodle turned out for some reason