if I have 145 followers then all of them must be on or either dead

I'm trying to interact with different people and people I barely interact with, I don't get how this confuses me

I sound so ****ing annoying which I am and everyone disagrees but I know that they barely care for me much cuz we all don't know each other that much and I'm not doing this to get people's attention nonono, I'm just kinda confused why people don't notice me a tiny bit I don't mind being noticed I just want to actually get along with other people and know what they dislike so I don't bother them about it

now nobody will see this cuz my posts are shit and I'm not worth time that much cuz I'm annoying as hell :)