I cant I hear these voices in my ****ing head and they wont go away they tell me...."lets hurt them all," "we can kill them and move on," "you dont matter," "she dosent love you," "he left because of you," AND I CANT CONTOLL IT DAMIT AND MY MOM DOSENT WASNT TO PUT ME ON MEDS CAUSE THEY DONT ****ING HELP IM ****InG DEPRESSED AND I JUST WASNT TO KILL MYSLEF SO DONT ****ING TELL ME TO STOP ALL THE THOUGHTS I CANT THE VOICES JUST KEEP TAKING AND I CANT STOP I WANT TO WATCH IT ALL BURN I WANT TO BE FREE DAM IT