because of my cute little fainting spell i am seeing a nutritionist tomorrow and shes gonna make me eat more and im gonan. lose it

also, the guy next to me is literally eating a chocolate muffin right now. i can smell it and it is going to make me sick but i want it ...,ffhfff

if the nutritionist makes me eat over 1200 cals a day i seriously dont know what ill do. i currently eat under 700 a day and im maintaining. ill certainly gain with anymore

also, i think im drinking too much water. i think im retaining it

i cant eat anymore of this stupid stupid chicken thats for sure