Wwyd if u saw me irl
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CARLMACHUCHO
20.01.2021 01:41
Linkdo nothing
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animatedqueens2020[OP]
20.01.2021 01:43
LinkP r o b a b l y C o r r e c t
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so.. every night i usually make sad anims and say i wanna die. ive been feeling this a lot through out these days. i just don't want the people I look up to to see me like this. i don't want them knowing I have this "side" of me. once my friends went to bed and the ppl I look up to did I did this. over and over, I think I need help but its so hard to get. i cant tell my parents I'm going through this again. they knew what I was going through the first time. I'm too scared.
animatedqueens2020[OP]18.01.2021 07:04
im trying not to cry. i dont want attention. and.. when someone commented saying: " hasn't she said she'd leave like 5 times and all where false?" I can explain. i love fa and all the ppl here. at that moment I knew it was good for my mental health to leave and I couldn't take it anymore. but I came back cause I miss this place. cant live without it. live is kinda lonely without you guys. and I love you guys. i hate when ppl say hat I'm doing this for attention. so what. i don't. its not really hel