i got hired, but now gotta do the paperwork, but my job is almost an hour away, i have someone that loves closer (my bf) and i cant drive myself there. i have no one to take me but my bf i had an idea. move in with my bf for a bit until we can get our own apartment, to save gas and time soo much easier im 18 and i think i did alll of this too fast, but our relationship isnt really like others. we were quick yea but we actually care and like each other, and moving in with him is based off the worry of gas and such my dad wont let me bit then says do what you want aghh. i have that tendency to have an absolute answer, and that we will be ok once i do this but i cant stay in this house anymore, i really cant.

almost everytime i say out loud a thought of mine, or a want, ppl get mad at me being a human is exhausting