i don't know if i'm in love with you or the idea of loving you it's unclear i mean i used to be so sure but i may just be immature i've been stuck on you for so long that it's hard to tell myself i may be wrong about the way that i feel for you for so long i would squeal over a single text from you cause it's not love when you don't talk anymore and it's not love when i never meant something to you so why did i ever catch these stupid feelings? i knew when you told me i was cute that i was dreaming so now i'll try and tell myself my feelings have no meaning