- If we become close, I’m the kind of friend to destroy someone for you. - I have two states of mind: clingy or push you away cause I don’t wanna hurt you - I’m a protective bean who wants to be loved and accepted - I hide my emotions to keep me ‘safe’ - I used to self harm - A few suicide attempts/thoughts - Lots of self hate/body shaming of myself - Still thinks insomnia is a b*tch but gets along well - Good ideas only come at night