I really want to tell you, so you understand, so everyone does but if you knew the thoughts that run though my head daily you'd hate my guts

yeah, I think its gross, the action I mean. But my brain cant. stop thinking. and I cant stop feeling this way I'm good at closing off contact with people online while it happens but irl is difficult. even if I walk away, they follow me like baby ducks

I'll be fine, this'll blow over

I realised, music helps it helps me think about something else

its ok! thank you for caring though :) I'll be fine