Hehehe...everythings wrong with me. Every time I vented, my head felt full and it hurt and I wanted to bang my head against a wall and bleed to death..this probably makes you scared of me and probably makes you doubt ever dating me..Im sorry that Im such a freak...I try to hide it and be positive but I felt like I couldnt help you and it all spilled out of me. My old therapist said that I have a bottling up problem but I dont know hkw to release it until it gets full and explodes and I have a mental breakdown. Im such a mess. I love you so much. Maybe Im bipolar? Lmfao..No I shouldn't do that thats rude Im sorry. Im not thinking, god Im an idiot. Did you read all the stuff I wrote? Ugh so embarrassing haha,, whats wrong with me? Maybe I just need to give digital hugs. Mmm...i need to tale deep breaths....i love you aarom, this talk is really helping me but maybe im boring you? Im sorry , I shouldve just kept my mouth shut Im sorry-

I wont. <3