@Magicals
37 comments
TobyRogers[OP]
17.05.2018 01:47
LinkI'd like some context with this. I don't know what's happening with you and this user, but I'd like to say you said you'd kill yourself so many times before and YOU'RE alive.
You have no right to attack someone for that.
What the ACTUAL ****?
I’m just a fat lonely person that can’t get friends, doesn’t want to exercise, wants to eat a lot, just keeps getting fatter and fatter each day, i might have type 2 diabetes, I don’t stop eating, I eat fatty foods, I eat very little fruits and vegetables, I eat cake, ice cream, ice cream sandwiches, I always make mistakes, I have ADHD, I’m pigeon toed, I’m 5’3” and 13 years of age, have a girlfriend that lives far from me, my grandparents have guradinanship over me, I never see my real mom, I’m easily upset, I’m easily angered, I’m just a big mistake the world has, I never do good things, I steal , I hide, I lie, I do things when I’m grounded, I take other people electronics just to play games, I sneak my phone into class, I sneak my iPad, i sneak anything I can get my hands on, my grandparents don’t trust me, I’m not responsible, I have f’s c’s and d’s for my classes, I lie about homework, I never get homework done, I never turn things in on time, I lie to my teachers and m
No you're okay! Everyone can be flawed, you just have to strive for greatness. Listen, you can fix stuff. Everything you listed can be fixed besides the grandparents part.... that happens. Being 5'3 at 13 is taller than me and I'm almost 14. It's okay. You can fix most of those things, just try to fix it. Do your work and work on honesty excersises.
Look I kinda sorta said I wasn't going to talk to them and they think that means talking to them and I'm gonna get rioted at for this but
They're never honest. There, I said it. They go abck on their word, they betray their friends, they cant keep promises, and they have no real values to stick by.
I can't trust them at all, and I feel bad that anyone else does, because they're just going to get thrown out by them eventually. Just like with what happened to Trin.
I understand this, but her saying she doesn't care if ItzJayden actually dies? That's not okay. Me and Magicals have talked maybe last week and we worked some stuff out but he has apparently lied to me also about everything he's promised. I've lost respect for Magicals in what he's done recently and I honestly am beginning to take ItzJayden's, the person who's lying I suppose, side in whatever the hell is going on
It's really kind of a trash person thing to do. Even if ItzJayden is lying about something, they're not the systemic, pathological kind of lying that destroys relationships, and they need support in a tough time, whether it's a real tough time or not. You need to give people the benefit of the doubt sometimes, especially if they're threatening suicide.
So if you see this ItzJayden, I hope you feel better soon <3 you seem to be going through a rough patch right now and it may seem like you'll never see the light, and it may be cliche to say this, but it will get better. Your emotions always level out eventually, and then you can be in a good enough state of mind to do some personality stuff. But right now, just find one thing to stick around for. Be it a cat, some grand purpose thing, or a new episode of a TV show or a new video from a YouTuber you like.
Many people still like him, and whenever I call him out about anything they come into the comments with YOURE SUCH A HYPOCRITE even though I've never emotionally manipulated anyone, threatened anyone, or verbally sexually harassed anyone.
But this situation for me has been so toxic because I can't spread the info I know about him without him going BALLISTIC