my cousin hates me for not going to my sisters b-day and now she made me cry and now I don't want to go there for Christmas. Also she's disappointed because I'm scared of my dad but he has anger issues but I'm sensitive to people shouting even my mum so help and I'm still crying AND I feel bad because I wanted to go London is well but it was on the 10th when I was going to London and my sisters birthday party... can somebody draw u hugging me please? it might comfort me down