Guys im scared i suddenyl dont feel ready ...

It in like 2 hours.

I shuld proply get redy... idek what i am gonna wear... NOW IM FREAKING THE FLIP OUT!!!!!!

SHE SAID I NEED TO DRESS LIKE CHARACTERS FROM MAMA MIA BECAUSE HER PARTY IS MAMA MIA THEMED I DIDNT PLAN THIS AT ALL!!

I want cake..

IM FREAK8NG OUT IM FREAK ING OUT on ok ok ok ok ok it ok it ok . It . Ook. Ok. Ok. Just. Wear normal clothe.

I NEED TOT AKE A SHOWER YELLS LOUDLY AT MY WALL

I thought i was redy IM OVERWHELEMR.😭😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺☹️☹️☹️☹️🥺☹️☹️😭😭☹️🥺☹️🥺☹️😭☹️☹️🥺☹️🥺☹️😭☹️😭☹️🥺

Ok. Ok

Me: it ok Me: sits in bed fnreaking out still wow this kinda tiring i kinda wanna take a nap lwokey....🤔🤔🤔🤔🤤🤤🤤😴😴😴

I dont wanna go anymore im scared and insecure about my dumb mangled body SCREAMS AT MY WALL AGAIN sorry wall im not feeling so good.

I dont wanna go i wanna stay home now i dont wanna goni dont wanna go im scared 😭😭😭😭 im scared om scared

Ts . Ts ts ts ts

Iwanna stau homr nooooooooooo

I wish it wasnt so hot so i could wear my big hoodie and look like a normal human

Of course it a pool party nooo i rlly dont wanna dothis im so dumb so dunb JSBBANKAKAK SCREAMS AT WALL

I judt wanna sleep now this is rhe worst this is terrible teirrible terrible terrible terrible tiebrl rterrible terrible terrible tierible terrible terrible teribgm

My parents will get reallt super mad if i dont go and mt friend would be sad im freaoing out im rlly insecure about ky body lately and i didnt even think about it until today because its a pool party and bathing suits r tight and omg jsussjjsjsjsbsbsbbsbvsbbbbbbbbbbbbbb

YELLS YESLL EYELLING YELLING YELLING LOUDLY

Sobs sobing sobiny loudly into pilow cry cries crying crying so much sobinh scyting crying crying cries cry crying

Rhis is so terrible this is so terible holds my head in my hands and sighs real loudly oh.my glub tuis is terrible.

Nothijf can save me from thisimpending feeling of helpflessnes. Im doomed.. this . Is over. Im more doomed thab lietpol. Im CRYING. not actualy. But soon probablyninwill be. Ok.

Immtired. Sleep but no i cant SLEP I ACNT! because party in 2 hour and my.lazy ah will sleep way too long!

But. I really wan.t to.

So comfortabel..

Hmm..

Hm............... .... .......... ... ..... . .....

Hm.... comfy bed...bhut my my mom wi belike GET THE HELL OUT OF BED THIS INSTANT!!!!!!!!! but.. so vomfortable.. maybe.. maybe at party i ca n blend into background good..

I dont wanna be at party anymore i dont wanna be seen by people nooo jo no no cant i just go into spectator mode pls pls pls pls pls pls pls nooo

Ok i sleep to feelbeter i dont even car.e

Nvm i have to do my chore

My mpm woke my up im freakingnout stull i disnt sleep yet

I wasnt slepung i was laying there sll nice and relaxed and then my mom was like yel yell and i qas like ahhhh

U wanna stau home and sleep i need to hibernate im in my cocoon everything is too scaryand bright

I not u

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Im just one year old

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Goes into my coccoon and getd yelled at by scary birds

Jm svared imscaref im scared im scarer rcries into pilow

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