why am i still here just to suffer,everyday i could feel my eyes and my mouth,even my tears,everything i lost,the followers that followed me left,it won't stop hurting,is like windows95bro and firefoxbackup are still here,don't you feel this,i got no one else to chat,i will not know where windows95bro is going to be,i can't show him all the episodes of my script series the runaway,since windows95bro is 9 while i am 12,i won't know if he will be in his youtube channel or aggie.io,and i won't know his account because i missed a aggie.io thing,and now is like me finding windows95bro and firefoxbackup ghost as me,firefoxbackup and windows95bro watch the northern lights,while we stand on a hill next to the ocean. thank you for listening to this speech.