ive almost lost one person on this website and I don't want to lose anyone else.. you scare me, I care about you people and you hurt me, I don't know what to feel anymore.. in all honesty, I don't even know if I care for myself anymore.. you people mean the world to me, I might not know you in real life and I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings, but mentally I need a break, sorry if I'm ruining your day with "fake vents"