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One time a had a dream where- no ill just copy and paste from my dream journal.

The comfort of being home, pastel pink walls, fluffy white blanket upon my bed, the glowing, sparkling void outside my window, and stuffed animals such as cats and foxes everywhere. All alone with nobody to hurt me. Innocent childish themes. I walked outside, greeted by soft, cute animals. Such as deer, sheep, ducklings, and pigs. My only friends. I tripped and fell on the stairs, only to bleed glitter and rainbows. Ow! Luckily i had some bandaids in my house. I then put one on my ankle. I drew a smiley face on it. :) i walked back outside and talked to the animals about the void. The void was on the edge of my backyard. We don't want to go to the void because there are mean people there and they do horrible things. :( so we stay here and play. The deer crawled into my arms, and i tried to pet it. But it died. I felt awful accidentally killing my friend. They were mad at me. They grew wings and flew away into the void, and the guilt haunts me with what i did. I cried pink paint and went inside to play with m

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cried pink paint and went inside to play with my toys. Then i got tired and took a nap. I have no friends now. And theres no way to fix that. Soon it was winter and there was snow in my house! I played in the snow, it was fun. Later i fell asleep. And i slept forever to try and escape the pain. It was still there in my dreams. :(

Yeah. Ive been having some irl problems so that may have influenced it.