Uhm- Not even sure to be honest with yooouu... It more of a thing I do when I feel some sort of waaayy- Or y’know. Some shit.

I don’t even know how to put it reaalllyyy

Maybe. My next post will help you.

To really, really, be honest... I don’t think it will..

Not sure.. Mm I feel like.. My mood. Has really changed-

Like I said. Several. Damn times. I’m am not sure.

No no. If fine actually.

I say. You shouldn’t.

No no. I don’t blame you, really. Sometimes.. I just get that feeling that I should just. Rip out the guts of myself. As weird as it sounds, it’s kinda true.

Y’know but sometimes life just mixes me up and I don’t know WHAT! to expect out of it!

Haha no no no It’s not actually. At least haha now it’s NOT!

Like I said, I don’t blame you for the questions... I’D BE ASKING AS WELL! god I don’t even know what is happening to be honest... Maybe! I should just walk past it! That won’t make it any better though..

Hmm... but sometimes asking is all you can do! AND WAIT FOR THE ANSWER TO COME!

Hhh... well... if you say so.. I’LL KEEP MY HEAD IN AND WALK THROUGH IT FOR SURE! if only it were easy... Hahaha.. y’know! Only saying this out loud makes it better! Man! I should like a maniac!

Kinda funny how you find this funny! It hurts really... Oh c’mon, but it’s not that bad! I just want to feel like I’m being shot right now!

Haha NOPE! that’s not it! NOT RIGHT NOW! HAHAHA! Maybe... that might be an option of my feelings right now... It’s not THAAT easy! I can feel my body tingling with the want of pain!

Get my mind of it? Exactly how do you expect something as stupid as THAT would help? Man... you are really trying hard... I ought to give it to you.. Oh don’t you worry! HAHA! I won’t hurt myself! Not one bit! You can wish all you waannnt..

And.. how is that exactly...? You better be DAMN right! Or I’ll beat your ass! Well- WELL! that makes no sense! How would you get it?!

Oh really now!? Huh.... spit it out then shit mouth..! Let’s just hope it’s right.. Right. Right! RIGHT! say it! C’mon say it! ...

DON’T MAKE ME WAIT! OR I WILL HAVE TO!

God damn...! If only life wasn’t so harsh. I’m pretty sure you could’ve spit it out alreadyyy! Please... I would like to know your thoughts.. Don’t leave me waiting! I want to know so bad right now! EEEEE!

You know. If you want to have me talk out loud I suggest we go on zoom. Would that make it easier for your scary ass? All I want is to know... that’s all.. Please please pleeeeaaassseee!

Hey! Now who do you think you are calling a lovestruck loser! I’m nothing like that! I guess... you can say that... What! That’s not what I wanted to read at all!

Whatever... I’ll get the zoom now..

Here. https://us05web.zoom.us/j/8397305547?pwd=eFhRTUxaOFFDZFRPN25CUnBqeFRrUT09

C’mon already! What’s taking so looonnnggg! ...I’ll wait a little longer I guess.. C’MOOONNNN! Y’KNOW I CANT WAAAAIIIT!