What’s the point of doing school if I’ll never be a lawyer my grades went down I almost have a c now

Atleast my mom doesn’t get emailed anymore I would’ve gotten everything taken for a week ;-;

And my dad said im not smart so what’s the point in doing school my sisters smarter than me and better than me she gets all the attention she has friends and I don’t

Ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok u live in my dream state

I only went back to FA to get attention since my mom stopped being a mom I wish they got a divorce

I hate my dad. Hate him so much and I hate my mom I hate them all they’re the reason why i think badly about myself and when I don’t and compliment myself they say “I don’t know about that” can I not be proud of myself why do I need your validation so annoying I’ll never be good enough because my sisters better than and at the only thing im good at when I sad I was pretty good at drawing my dad said she’s better LEAVE ME ALONE what did I do to be this stupid and suck at everything there’s nothing im good at they always need something to make fun of me for

Said* omg I can’t spell either im stupid

I’ve done a lot of bad things and I know I’ll never be forgiven I just wanna die I can’t live with all of my guilt I thought if i prayed and read the Bible in my free time that I’d be okay but im stupid I don’t even know anymore everything is a lie

I don’t have anyone to live for anymore bayley is also my sisters dog so she’ll be fine without me

Oh I love bayley so much I probably ruined her I couldn’t take her on walks like a good mom she had to stay in my room all of the time I blame her bad behavior on me im the worse person ever

I love all of my dogs I hate how aggressive they are why can’t they all be nice

OMG EW MY EYEBALL POPPED A VESSEL

Now I can’t go downstairs to eat asfhfdghj this is gods way of telling me im fat

Ok bai

Aw I wish everyone would just bow at my feet