vent
by:
Grapefruit-S0DA 
1519
1519
19.08.2020
6 comments
Grapefruit-S0DA[OP]
19.08.2020 05:00
Linkusually when someone draws a vent like this its mostly about them having to hide there sad feelings. but honestly mines just a bit more twisted. my mom continuously forces me to go back in to my little "happy daughter" area. she makes me feel like im the true bad guy, when it really wasnt anyone. when my mom sees or hears me cry she automatically takes it as its her fault. i dont like to hurt my mom but i legit cant help but cry some times. expesially now. being alone in my house with my siblings feels like there dragging me down. my sisters terible my brother can be ok sometimes. but somehow with everyone its my fault, honestly think this is the reason i try something once (as in people related) before droping it when it hurts. cause i cant take any more stress that my siblings bring to me.
honestly when i do these vents i blame it on my family. which, i dont even know if its right or wrong. but my family doesnt help me.
hey its ok- family's can like that. But in the end you just need to learn how to accept it :> we have a lot of flaws but when we learn to accept, it just takes away stress!
Honestly you have no ****ing idea how terrible of a mental state I'm always in to say something like that. But honestly that's understandable. If I tried to accept it it's as if accepting all the times they hit me. All the names they've called me. Imagine living a life not knowing whether you really would eat anything. Nore what mood any one would be in. I mean just randomly my sister calls me names and just pulls one of her ***** moves. My mom getting upset over the smallest things. Legit I couldnt hear her on the phone so she yelled at me. Legit wasn't my fault my phones dumb. Then my dad and brother. I've never had a father moment, everytime we tried to watch a movie together he sent me off to do something just so I wouldn't be in the same room.
no I won’t know your state or pain ever. The reason why is because I look into the positive no one can feels someone’s pain directly, so I took the path of positivity. Where I can be happy and you, might be happy too. The people, that have been hurt know the true reality and that people suck so all I suggest is getting a weighted blanket and listening to rain or water flowing it calms me down and it might do the same for you. Like it does for some people as well. It takes away stress, it’s possible you might lose stress and look at things in a better way. ✨✨✨
Sadly since my parents apparently dont care I got 2 small child blankets that are thin so I'm out of luck with the comfort factor
mmm, I see... maybe you, just keep believing your luck, will come! :’D besides you’re super cool who would not give you cool stuff. Maybe your parents but inside your super cool even though your going threw stuff people can still be cool :’)