i hate my uzername on here. i dont wanna be known az HONEYOATZ anymore. i assosiate the name w/ my shitty past along w/ trauma i recieved az a rezult of ppl harassing me to the point of me having mental breakdownz and planing my own suicide out just bc i made bad decizionz online. then when i communicated the fact that"Hey. this iznt good for my mental health. u are making me have mental breakdownz" they thought of that az a good thing. the time they bullied the shit out of me in a discord server and gave me a custom role called "this person needs to ****ing die" and i had a breakdown, they looked back on it and said some shit like "Remember when we all made sicily have a mental breakdown. good timez" when i waz feeling suicidal az **** and said "hey ur making me intensly suicidal.if i kill myself itll be UR fault." then they claimed i waz lying abt being suicidal and i just wanted pity and attention. they also made fun of me for being triggered by the m0rt1s gh0st game 0ff and claimed i waz lying abt it [1/?