You've helped me so much, our relationships were the best thing that ever happened to me, you helped me to become stronger as a person, and you helped me to know my worth, I loved you, so much, you were so dear to me. But its time to let go, ill always have a special place in my heart for you, but I have to put my past behind me. I can't let memories drag me down, letting me forget who I am, and then I'd have to start all over again. I'm not ready to date yet, it will be some time until I'm ready for that, but I'm in an okay place now, I'm letting go of your hand for the final time now, this is my only way to cope, not to forget, but just to let go. I know yojre gone and won't see this, but goodbye Casper, for the final time.