urgh. I . this kind of just sucks? like maybe it is because it's late thatim feeling like thi s but. god i had neverfelt so loved in my life until he hugged me likethat. it has been solong since ive been genuinely hugged by someone i love and trust . he was? the last person I had hugged wher e i felt like someone? wanted? me in their life? im still mad. and still reluctant to ever talktohim again but i can still look backat how fundamentally he changed me and can sstill be fond of that moment

mmmmhh. i hope he felt as loved as he made me feel. inthat moment.

it is probably better thati dont think about it but it's hard not to. like its hardnot to think about the good things even after the bad because i willalways want the good things back.

oohhhhh tsunami by told slant dont do this to me right now tssunami by told slant