He asked me if ive been having any struggles sleeping, i replied with yes. he spoke "yeah, because your anxious and scared, right?" i nodded, and he asked if i struggled in any specific subject, because he knows im not mischievous and that im not bad, so i told him math. he asked what calms me down and i replied with music. He asked what type, again i replied with musical theatre, etc. He told me he"ll tell my math teacher that i can hide one ear phone on my ear, because it calms me down (before this he asked me if i get any memories/spark of when i do a test etc on a subject and i nodded, so i may listen to music :) ) the convo ended, after he told me that i can come to his room anytime i need him, though i hate the thought that they may think im insane,,

i dont want all the teachers to treat me like glass. i just want them to help, and help when i break down.

I keep getting thoughts that they think im going crazy or something.

what if he does? what if he's just going make me his pet, as in "teachers pet" then everyone hates me because i get everything.

thats why i wasn't in home ec at the start.

hAH He WisHes

"im forever alone" me pisses myself laughing "DaMn riGht"

i pissed myself laughing as we made the risotto

WE ACTUALLY DID B)