Just wanted to say this
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AtschoolIG[OP]
30.04.2021 15:36
Linka few things so hold on. i've been thinking about them a lot and i needed to say this. i wish i could tell them to their faces tho, i really miss them
AtschoolIG[OP]
30.04.2021 15:37
LinkDear Rosa, Jade, Leo and Will,
Hey guys. It's been a while, i really miss y’all. Life is tough without you but I'm managing. Kayla sadly passed, a few days after you did Rosa. I have a boyfriend now! Well, husband actually. Y'all would love him, except maybe Will. you're an ass, Willy. I have a few things to say to all of you.
First off, Rosa, I'm sorry. I’m sorry I didn't help you when you needed me, I'm sorry I was a horrible friend, i'm sorry for being so selfish all the time. I treated you like dirt, I'm so sorry. I know i can’t change what happened, i know they hurt you, i know i hurt you and i'm sorry. I decided to take your advice for once, thank you. You were always so smart. I miss you more than anything, you were my best friend. I still take walks, just like we used to do. I still don’t know how to play the piano but i'm learning! I’ve been teaching myself. Thank you for everything, thank you for believing in me, thank you for not giving up on m
AtschoolIG[OP]
30.04.2021 15:38
Linkme*
Im sorry. I wish i could’ve hugged you one last time, i wish i could’ve helped you, i wish i could’ve saved you. I still love the stars. I'm still your little starlight. I'm still the same star drop I used to be, I haven't changed at all. I love you Rosaline, I miss you. Take care of Jade and the boys for me, please.
AtschoolIG[OP]
30.04.2021 15:39
LinkJade, thank you for the necklace. Remember when I lost it? Yea, i found it this morning. I won’t take it off, I'm never gonna take it off. Sadly, I no longer have the locket. I'm really sorry, I know you worked so hard on it. I'm sorry about all our fights, I never meant to hurt you. I was a messed up kid, you were always there to protect me. I guess that scared me. I was scared of getting hurt, or getting attached and becoming dependent on you. So, I tried to push you away. You never let me, you were always there for me when i needed you. Remember when we went to that football game with a bunch of Faygo and we poured it all on Will at the end? That was so much fun. I'm sorry for being such a nuisance all the time, I know you probably got real tired of me. I miss you, god, I miss you so much. Now, about my boyfriend. You'd absolutely love him. He’s kind and amazing and he treats me so well. I wish you could’ve met him, it would’ve been hilarious. I bet I know exactly what you’d tell him.
AtschoolIG[OP]
30.04.2021 15:41
LinkSomething along the lines of, “look at me. You hurt her and I'll skin you like a pig, boy.” I still remember all your little sayings, i’ve started saying some myself. I finally realized what you meant. During one of our fights you said ‘don’t talk about rope in a hanged man’s house.’ I finally realized what you meant, I'm sorry. For a while, I basically lived by your ‘pull back and stay back’ thing. You’ve had a big impact on my life. For better or worse, I don't really care.please, watch out for Rosa. She over works herself so much, keep her safe please
AtschoolIG[OP]
30.04.2021 15:41
Link Hey Leklo, you still got that dumb middle part? I bet your hair is still as yellow as ever, loser. On a more serious note, I'm sorry. I failed you, I broke my promise. Me and Will got into a fight and he ran away and I don't know where he is or if he’s even alive, I'm so sorry. Remember when we tried to drown your brother at the beach that one time? God, that was so fun. I wish we could do it again. I love you, alright? You were one of my closest friends but I don't love you in any other way, I'm sorry. I don’t have all your baseball cards anymore, I think I have one of them though. You were a player, you know that? Not as bad as Will but a player nonetheless. I know you loved my long hair but I cut it. It’s almost to my shoulders now. Please don’t hate me, I'm sorry. I let you down, I know. Im sorry. I hated how you always blamed yourself for my problems or me being sad. It’s ok, it was never your fault. You didn’t do anything wrong. I miss you, I miss you so much. I'm so sorry.
AtschoolIG[OP]
30.04.2021 15:42
Link I’ll never forget you, I’ll never forget everything you did for me. Thank you for your kindness, thank you for never giving up on anyone. Thank you for never giving up on me.
AtschoolIG[OP]
30.04.2021 15:46
LinkWill, i don't have much to say. i don't really have anything to say to you. You were an ass, you were a perverted jerk and i can't forgive what you did to me and Rosa and everyone else. but thank you. thank you for making me a stronger person. i hope you made it to New York like you planned, i hope you get hit by a bus too. i can't believe im saying this but i actually kinda miss you.
AtschoolIG[OP]
30.04.2021 15:52
LinkI hope you all can forgive me for my mistakes. i hope you can all still love me despite the pain i put you through. i miss each of you so much, im sorry for not being good enough. i'll do better, i'll do better and make you guys proud of me. Oh yea, Leo, i went out and picked some drowned daisies yesterday. life is hard but i'll pull through. i'll make sure to live everyday, for you guys.
sincerely signed, K.M.LS