hates seeing others happy
by:
Beastly-boi 
84
84
10.02.2020
5 comments
Beastly-boi[OP]
10.02.2020 12:26
LinkBecause knowing that I can’t be or feel anything anymore be I’m mentally dead
Beastly-boi[OP]
10.02.2020 12:31
LinkI’m a toxic bastard that hurts everyone I love or care for me sitting here questioning what the hell is wrong because I cannot eat but I can sleep but I’m still tired and if they see this it’s not their fault it’s mine and I wish they could see and not be sad because I made the choice not them I’m suffering knowing they are sad because of me because I’m sad and not emotionally here at the moment but I’m sure mentally dead and I’m pretty sure that it going to stay that way because I can’t feel anything and words don’t cut into me anymore
Beastly-boi[OP]
10.02.2020 12:35
LinkIf I wanted to I could stay home because no one is here to stop me from staying home so
its hard for me to tell you "its not your fault" if i cant even decipher who this is towards. If its towards me, i'm sorry i just cant help seeing someone like you suffer like this. Just because i'm not strong enough to handle something like this doesn't mean its necessarily your fault.