idk what i should ask my therapist tho,, that poor woman has to deal w me im trying to decide on "i think im sad but I don't know if I'm sad bc i want to be sad like my friends but i dont think i need to be sad since i have a good life i dont deserve to be sad i really dont", "all my friends are sad and im trying to help them im really trying but each time i try to help it seems like im just making things worse and im scared they could die bc of themselves someday", or finally "i keep on forgetting things and im thinking maybe i might have bipolar or smth bc im either productive all the time or not productive at all also i love music??" so idk

ty,, i havent seen my therapist in like years ;-; ugh right when i swear not to talk abt my problems as much is when i decide "hey lets go make our mom pay money so that we can talk abt our problems 😃"

eh, im sorry if i talk abt my problems this much-