you desperately need a break, these sorts of emotions will hurt you and the people around you. Would it not be better to leave the past in the past and move on? Make new relationships?

*the people around you that actually care deeply about you (I think you harassing people that don’t care about you would not hurt them In the slightest) get what I mean???

I dunno that is my piece

I’m so sorry you feel that way,,, I know it’s really hard to accept but,, maybe you could work on yourself? Take time to self reflect not in a negative way just,, how do I feel more happy with myself way,,, and **** your parents they cannot control you and what/who you like. you can try making new friends! It’s not an instant thing but it can be done with dedication (:

np my guy you are human like all of us 🤍✨🤍✨ stay safe ok, and try to take a break when you can, you matter to so many people don’t just give up on yourself ok!