Okie I'm sick and tired of myself! I'm tired of my brothers ****ing me over for things I'm sick of acting like I'm okie all the ****ing time when everyday I feel like I have to put up a good show for everyone The only ****ing thing keeping me alive is you guys wtf I feel like when I was in 4th grade and put the noose around my neck I should have stayed there and died! **** I'm sorry I feel like this!!