imagine that. 5 years ago i quit. honestly i'm not sure where I'd be without this site. its kind of crazy though, the fact that I grew up. i'm literally almost an adult and I used to be this sad and miserable. some things dont change. I went through all my old accounts with my girlfriend. I called it my cringey pre-teen art and she called it "just sad". she said it wasn't really angst, it was an actual cry for help. and I guess that's not entirely untrue. I made so many friends here, and its sad to know I will probably never talk to them again. people like flurryfeather or suspicious-stew, even though i dont really remember who they are, they're like...grown ass adults. crazy how time flies. just a little rant. I will probably never come back to this. but its kind of sad looking back on all of this