My fault my stupid phone turned off at that exact time and he deleted his alt before I could see "someone pls end my suffering"

The worst part he probably thinks I follow him on his new alt-me doesnt know what to do. Tried contacting him on his last post, he never came back. Bruh saddest life ever, aswell as I have nothing better to do with myself life is shit for me especially in covid

I hope he dont read this (he probs wont ever come back anywayse my sister is the one to blame for that I honestly feel sorry for him he finds a friend in me then has to deal with my horrible sister when she's high on shugar)

When I'm high on shugar I dont do that I act silly to make people laugh but she makes people cry. And guess what happend before I met him I found out the love of my life ain't coming back to school so I cried and cried his name was james btw. And so I thought my life was over. It wasnt then but is now i have made an alt account so that we can chat and i didnt tell my sister it,of corse I'm not making that mistake again.

So if you guys should know now there is no meaning to my life- - I dont evan care what happens next I'm dead on the inside might aswell be dead on the outside

I woke up with a stomach ache this morning because I didnt want to face another day

Infact I cant I had my subway delivered I'm not evan excited anymore evan though it's my first one. it looks like after that theres nothing good going to happen

I just want to lay down and die

I'm just going to change my avatar to dead