9/26/18 Here I am... making false suicide attempts... though I was thinking of killing myself.. I'm so immature.. to be honest I don't know if I even spelt that right.. I read a comment that made me furious... but was true.. why the hell am I so stupid?? If anyone of you find this... know I'm sorry for my STUPID mistakes.. I'm just upset.. anyways. I'll give updates when needed.. you don't have to forgive me.. bye. I still love you all. ❤