Dragons ( unfinished)
IT'S SOOOOO BAD D:
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Langosace
11.07.2019 06:10
Linki do
Langosace
11.07.2019 06:11
Linki feel my art is never good anuf and i will never get a fetcher and die with nobody nowing who i was
Buttery72[OP]
11.07.2019 06:17
LinkWell, it takes time for people to notice you and your work. Trust me, I haven't hit 100 yet. So, all I have is to keep going working hard and enjoy making the work. Don't do art just for the fame, but for your enjoyment as well. Try to enjoy making the art, but put in effort so then people enjoy it and keep coming back to it.
Langosace
11.07.2019 06:22
Linkok!
So let me explain:
I've found a site called Amino and there, I met wonderful people. I've been on it for about 10 days now and the people are great... But it's a small but like Flipanim. These people have life problems and I've been helping them and supporting them. It hurts to know that they've been in pain.
So, have a problem? Post it here. I'll try to help the best I possibly can.
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U already know. It may seem like I’m begging for attention but it just feels good because I have no one to talk to about this
oof i wake up every 5 minutes every night and I can't sleep and I don't know why. it also takes me 3 hours to even get myself to sleep in the first place (ok that might sound confusing)
alllssooo, i ****ing hate myself. my step-dad kept going on and ranting saying how he says that i think i'm perfect.. well.. if that was true i would'nt have tried to ****ing kill myself twice. because of him.. all i did was ask my sister to stop loudly slurping her spaghetti.
my mom won't do anything to help me. i'm also pretty sure i'm bipolar, i already know i have ocd and adhd. my stepdad also is sexist (thinking male is superior), racist, and a gigantic ****ing narcissist. and he yells at anyone for any minor inconvenience that isn't perfect for him.. and then he brags to his friends when hes drunk that he cleans the whole house... despite it being my younger sister and I who do all the work. then he claims i'm a lazy ass ***** that never does anything, and saying my real dad is a little ***** as well, my dad has never talked to him, neither do I ever get to see him, just because he doesn't have the money to pay child support.
i'm also an athiest, so I became scared to even try to kill myself again... but its the only way to get my mom to notice how much i hate living in the living hell ive been put in. (theres also tons of more stuff i could say but its too much...)
Never mind, about the father thing I just said, he is an asshole who needs mental help. (SORRY ABOUT FOUL LANGUAGE) and you need to tell any family member you have. An aunt, or uncle or granparent. Your mother is the best bet for what I know about your family and say that your father is a scumbag and is not helping your depression at all.
Don't try to commit suicide. It's not the answer. Bipolar is alright, I know someone with it and they've tried to commit suicide quite a few times. 3 times in 1 night actually. Life is hell but I'm gonna try to help you with it a little with this. (Your spelling is fine, I don't mind)
I asked my mom to get pills, she won't, and my whole family hated my step-dad, they just don't do anything about it, I've confronted my mom a few times about it.. She doesn't do anything because she doesn't want to get yelled at by him.
I don't have a phone and the shouting gets so ****ing loud and occasionally doors are broken, the walls are punched in, and sometimes a lot of my stuff gets taken away, usually my tv, computer, remote, all my books and drawing stuff. When my step-dad and my mom get into fights we usually have to leave and walk to my grandmother's house because my step-dad refuses to let us use the car and claims it as his, despite it being signed under my mom's name. The only time where I don't absolutely hate my step-dad is when he's drunk, which he usually gets drunk a few days after the beginning of each month when he gets paid. He doesn't have a job but he was in the military so for some reason that I haven't been told yet, he gets paid even though he isn't in the army any more. My mom hates it when he's drunk and it's usually why they get into fights, but he's a lot nicer to my siblings and i then even though he becomes an annoying little lying shit. Sometimes their fights have gotten so bad my mom has gotten strangled,
tables have been broken and phones destroyed and some other shit. Most times my step-dad rants about how much of a lazy ass ***** who never does anything for him, despite the fact that I'm basically a slave to them and literally five minutes before heir fight I was cleaning my room, doing the laundry and watching over my siblings.
My mom also occasionally threatens to take away everything I have, including all my clothes and said that I would have to go to school naked, and also said I would not be able to go to school, or ever see any of my friends again.. I ****ing miss my dad.. I really ****ing do... I miss him so badly.. I miss him.. I'm sorry for wasting your time.. I'm not worth all this time you're spending to read all of this shit I'm saying... Sorry.. Why can't I just ****ing keep it in and deal with it why do I have to tell anyone I can about my problems in hope for help.. Why do I do this.. Why... I-I'm sorry..
I am not sure if this a solution or not but tell someone who you trust, I didn't really know what happened to your father other than he didn't have enough money to pay but tell someone who you trust. Because no one really deserves this much more pain, I mean there is a hotline to call for help. If you have any bruises and scratches by them making and a witness which is your sister than I believe they will arrange for adoption. Not sure if this help but tell them you have a father and they will send you guys to there :v
Plus don't claim being bipolar, unless the doctor diagnose you or therapy but try to stay strong sorry don't have any good solution.
Koro, it's alright. Don't be sorry, you're the one that wants help. I don't wanna say needs help because that kinda sound rude but okay. Tell your mother that if she did that, it would reflect on her as a mother too, and how badly she treated you. I'm really sure if the school saw that and called your mom up, she could be in deep sh*t. Sorry for the foul language. Your father isn't aloud to see you because he's too poor? Wow, your mother is a real freaking Gold-Digger. It's sad that people are only in for the money, and tell her to grow up and stop acting like a bi- nope I swore once already.
Tell your dad what you're doing, he... I'm sorry but I am going to swear... a lot. I'm sorry in advance about the foul language.
Your dad is a lazy ass drunken bastard, who doesn't care about shit. What has he done that's so good in life? He watches kids with beers in his hands! That's not safe. At all. The stuff breaking is obvious abuse and I have one solution but it could change your life by a lot...
I just read that first comment. THAT IS ABUSE! THAT IS PLAIN ABUSE AND HE NEEDS TO BE CALLED OUT ON IT NOW! You need to say what state you live in, that's the only way I can help. Your dad... The drunken bastard one is the source of your depression. I can look up something for you depending on your state and he could be arrested. This is like most stories, and he can be put away for a long time. I think that's for the better.
I don't want to get in trouble cause if I tell someone and he or my mom finds out, my life will get a lot worse, I want to wait to do that until I get a little older.. Possibly when I'm old enough to get a phone so I can call someone if it gets real bad.
I have severe anxiety and I'm extremely insecure. Insecure about how I look and how my voice sounds. I have a hiatel(?) hernia that is inflamed and bleeding, I have proof of that. There's literally pictures of it when I went to get it checked out 6 years ago. I'm HLA-B27, just look that up. My father, oh boy.
Okay, to put it simply: My father has hypothyroidism. Look that up. Because of it, his calcium doesn't go to his bones, therefor they are weak. He was born with his hips outward, which isn't normal. He has tremendous amounts of pain, and had a seizure. After his seizure from 2012, his personality completely changed. He now yells at my mother DAILY for pain-pills, and is a liar. Always lying, just to get pills. "I promise I'll do X/Y/Z". My mom knows he's lying and says no, but he insists, and it turns into a HUGE arguement. EVERDAY. He does nothing but sleep all day and beg for pills for his pain, and if he doesn't get his way he says that he will commit suicide. He's attempted it in front of me and m
my sister. We're traumatized now, and he did it for his own selfishness. He wanted to "prove" that he needed pills. This has been going on for 6 years. He destroyed the house over it. "Destroyed" as in he trashes it. I remember her threw drawers FULL of clothes and jewelery all over an already messy room, and then threw a tempertantrum and went out the door. He keyed my mom's truck. (ALSO THIS IS STARTING NOT TO GET SIMPLE-
Anyway my mom has her own health issues and pain and so she needs pills herself, which she takes appropriately- but my dad always takes them and then she has nothing, so she can't care for me and my sister. He also wastes our money on iTunes by "accident".
OH I also need to add,
when he didn't get his way one time (about a month or two ago, maybe later... but it was quite recent) he took one of the biggest knives out of the drawer and threatened to kill himself in it while in the truck. He had it outward, so if I were to get in his way I'd get stabbed. He left and my mom said she's call the police but didn't. Anyway he came home after that and then an argument happened, but he got his way in the end.
lmfao i can't put anything he's done simply-
i suck at explaining, you may have a hard time helping me but its okay its been 6 years of this. i just wanted to vent, thanks
Okie, so about that disease HLA-B27, I don't really understand it but I'll try to help with the rest.
Your father needs to be told that he needs MENTAL help. He needs to go to the hospital if it's that bad and he just seems mean and like a bad person. He needs to stop using I-tunes. Get fricking Spotify and it'll be all good! If your Mom isn't going to do anything about it, then you need to. Try to call the cops? I'm really bad at this right now, I don't know how I made some others on another site last. 6 years is too long, tell him that the hospital will make him not need the pills. Maybe that might work?